22 July, 2010

rendez vous

it's strange to be back in Portugal.
not bad, but not good!

i was very good welcome by my family and my close friends! love u all!
and today i spent all the day as a tourist in my beautiful capital - Lisbon! i love this city! and i had the wonderful company of my classmates, my friends! i missed them so much as well...

but we spoke about it:

if u think about a timeline, it's like the moment that i left for erasmus is just before the moment i return...what i mean is that anything changed around here (minimal stuff of course) and i feel like erasmus was a bubble in that timeline, a dream so far way in time! and this is very strange!

it's always good to get back to your nest and feel cosy here! but i think slowly u start to point your finger to small stuff that u don't want anymore in your life! i feel i changed, a lot! and i definitely don't belong here anymore!... good to be back for a short period, and then i guess, go away to some place in the world!... so big and so small at the same time!

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